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I got my new razr 2 right in the middle of December. I carefully filled out the rebate forms for my $80. And have waited patiently ever since. But, I still ain't got jack from these rebate hoarding bastards. I'm thinking about writing a nasty little blog about it. OH WAIT!

ME!

I am who I am. I cannot change who I am. I should be happy with who I am. I shouldn't try to be like other people, because that path just doesn't seem to suit me. I'm kinda of weird. OK, really weird. I'm not bi-polar. My range is much greater than that. I like it best when people don't know how to take me. I love to make people laugh at things that they feel wrong for laughing at. I love to hear "that's not even right" after a good comment. I like the sunrise and sunset. I'm not a violent person. I will always try to talk my way out of a bad situation. I don't fear death or anyone who wants to hurt me. I wish I could be a better role model for my nieces. I seem to always find something good about everyone I meet. I hate that too. LOL!!!

One thing down!

Hersheys kisses now have cheesecake inside! I have foil covered mounds of love. HEE HEE! I know that this shouldn't be the best thing in my life right now, but it is, and I like it. Now all I have to work on is getting a wife, house, kids, and a rewarding career. I'll worry about that next week after i run out of these wonderful kisses.

Sadness...

I can't help but have a strong feeling of sadness about my life anymore. I try to fight it but it just seems to be getting harder to hide the fact that I may have fucked my life up so bad that even I can't see how to fix it.

Refreshed

I haven't had the opportunity to get on here in quite some time. I have been going through sort of a funk. I just returned from my first vacation in over 3 years, so I'm feeling more like myself. I do have the overwhelming desire to quit my job and move to the beach now though. I saw the Atlantic ocean for the first time in my life. I went to the beach in Jacksonville, FL and in Charleston, SC they were both so nice even this time of year. I came back and immediatley got on Monster to try to find a job close to there. LOL!